时光飞驰,转瞬即逝.

明日过后即是踏入社会以来第三个年头,亦然是我满24岁的生日.回头望望走过的路,朴素,平淡,却充实.

长沙的往事渐已淡去,而我,却已经喜欢上了广州这个城市.原来,有些事情,有些人,是可以重新习惯的.

与毕业时踌躇满志相比,现在的我,心态早已坦然. 也许这个世界太强大,当我不能改变它的时候,我只能接受自己作为一个零件的命运.而那些说着永不分离的人们,如今早已散落在天涯了.

翻开以前的日记,居然发现到自己还曾有过如此低落的时刻:

Time goes by like streams of sand rushing forwards,and i am wasting my piteous youth in the endless boring work.sometimes when i looked into the dark blue sky and the jade moonlight,usually i would think that i need a cigarette.just a cigarette.yeah,simple.

cigarettes and tobacco are my best friends.they have accompanied with me for countless number of lonely nights.....oh,god,i really like it that way.have you ever tried that?a deep breath with the cyan smog and then all the fantod,harassment and desolation fade away.....u r liberated,at least now, at that moment.it is really fantastic.

sometimes i would weep alone,in my tranquil and cozy tiny room,at first wawling hysteriously,then slowing down,and then dying away,finally i shed my costless tears silently as if i wanna vomit all my sadness out in this way.people say this kind of cry is the utmostly grieved...yes?i often do that this way.whereas,i know what i really lack---i just want a guy, in this enormously huge city,a hug with his affection to me---all the time i ain't think it a luxurious demand.

i am just an ordinary person needing to be beloved by an ordinary man and that's it.

现在想起来,突然觉得很可笑.笑自己当时幼稚,脆弱,sentimental.有时候亦觉得可悲,因为现在已经不幼稚,脆弱,sentimental.

......这一刻 突然觉得好熟悉
像昨天 今天同时在放映
我这句语气 原来好像你
不就是我们爱过的证据

仿佛还是昨天
可是昨天 已非常遥远
但闭上双眼 我还看得见
虽然可能你 已走进别人风景

仍却感谢你 牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔


生日,快乐......